It's been ages since I sat down to write something...It's not like I did not want to but it always due to my laziness.If I can manage to sort out this "Boy you will go a long distance"--says my old man.Who am I to protest??
Its for the first time I sitting to write something when the mind is completely blank.Every time I sat down before I had words oozing into my ears prompting me to write.But today I feel some emptiness.
Sometimes I use to wonder why we are like this?why our life can't get any simpler?is it me or everyone else is feeling or going through the same.we are entering a phase which is perhaps the most crucial point of our life..at 25 we all are asking only one question to ourselves..what we really want from life??is it money?is it knowledge?is it love or is it peace?
I tried to analyze this question and I found after fulfilling our basics (hey don't get me wrong all branded items fall into this category,i mean to say complacent level..the point where u know u can't compete any more financially...gonna explain...don't worry).......we don't require money..after doing study it leads into again emptiness...(these are bores anyway!!)......we all want is appreciation...trust me nothing compares to it..appreciation,admiration self esteem are the words people won't admit but they seek for....(I also want a small admiration for this piece of shit..!!who doesnot??)..
The race we run in our lives only because we want to get ahead without even know why r we running the race at first place??the reason is simple we want to get applauded for running better than other...often heard of the terms like not challenging enough..not fat salaries...see the hidden fact is again admiration....we want a job which will perhaps lead our lives into misery...why??is it because it's more challenging?or will give more money??Nope...to prove myself better than yours..My wish is to stay with my family and earn enough for them..why won't I choose a easy way when I know it will lead me into peace of mind.....because yaar I will be termed as someone who doesnot fit for running in the undeclared competition of getting ahead...we want our child to go into the best colleges only because it will be a proof that he is running well for himself n his family.......competitiveness..the blue eyes word of corporates actually works in everyday human life..it's just that they are being open to it......
I too running the same distance...actually I believe I don;t have the guts to put these competition behind me..If I had confidence in myself probably I wouldnot had to shout it loud..but again I believe one day I would have that confidence in myself I would stop running and will search out for the journey of my inner peace...
So bring it on now.............Bring It On ahora
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